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Phone...didn't...stop...ringing.
Three day weekend, three day weekend...
Want ice cream, all of a sudden. Friendly's...might still be open, but ugh, not this late. My stomach will rebel, period. I'll save that for the weekend.
Was at Mike's 30th Birthday party before the game Saturday. I had fun. Good food, and I haven't seen Mike since forever. He's got wife and kid, so that's understandable. It wasn't until before I left that I realized he lost my phone number, again.
Also, part of the convo:
Mike: Did you like the birthday card?
Me: What birthday card?
I never got it, for real. The only mail I got was the invitation to the party, and I remember feeling sad because it wasn't a birthday card.
Of course, while the party was fun, I still felt sad. Saw everything, and kept hearing the whisper in my mind. "Not for you, never for you. Not for you, never for you..."
Three day weekend, three day weekend...
Want ice cream, all of a sudden. Friendly's...might still be open, but ugh, not this late. My stomach will rebel, period. I'll save that for the weekend.
Was at Mike's 30th Birthday party before the game Saturday. I had fun. Good food, and I haven't seen Mike since forever. He's got wife and kid, so that's understandable. It wasn't until before I left that I realized he lost my phone number, again.
Also, part of the convo:
Mike: Did you like the birthday card?
Me: What birthday card?
I never got it, for real. The only mail I got was the invitation to the party, and I remember feeling sad because it wasn't a birthday card.
Of course, while the party was fun, I still felt sad. Saw everything, and kept hearing the whisper in my mind. "Not for you, never for you. Not for you, never for you..."
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Don't think like that...don't you ever think like that.
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I know what it is like to hear that voice in the back of your head. Do your best to ignore it.