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Jun. 19th, 2003 02:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dewinged-12:30 PM-
Blah. Bored. Still feel like a hostage most of the time. Like I'm lacking a choice in a great many things, or that I lack the power to affect what I need to to feel safe. Because in some aspects of my life, I do not feel 'safe.'
Oddly enough, the relationship I am in is the safest thing in my life at the moment. It's one of the few things that I find comfort in, without letting it become a crutch. It's great, pure and simple. I love him. I really, truly do. *insert mushy happy sigh here*
Blah. Bored. Still feel like a hostage most of the time. Like I'm lacking a choice in a great many things, or that I lack the power to affect what I need to to feel safe. Because in some aspects of my life, I do not feel 'safe.'
Oddly enough, the relationship I am in is the safest thing in my life at the moment. It's one of the few things that I find comfort in, without letting it become a crutch. It's great, pure and simple. I love him. I really, truly do. *insert mushy happy sigh here*