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He has no mouth and wants to scream...
Jan. 24th, 2002 10:39 pmOk, for the good aspects of today, I'm watching Baby Blues right now on that Cartoon Network Adult Swim thing, and my word, it's actually funny, and well-animated. Not going to argue with that.
As for me, I should explain, for those not in the know. I am a player on a few online Role-Playing Games. I like it, I've been told I'm pretty good at it, and it's something I'm interested in. I have a few characters roaming around, which I play.
On January 1st, I took a break from online gaming, due to a massive amount of stress on my part. I've been feeling totally empty when I roleplay. It's that feeling I get, one of total unfulfillment, like I'm not getting out of it nearly as much as I put into it. Like my job, my friendships, and my Christmas Shopping.
The break is meant to be for a month, which gives me til the end of next week, and I've been holding up pretty well. Sometimes, after I've done my usual stuff, I find myself at a loss of what to do next, but I've been all right in general.
Except for this one problem: I have a new character idea. For those in the know, it's another Garou.
It's a new idea, and I've been having it run around in my head for the last few weeks. Been coming up with more of his personality and history every day, and I can easily hammer out a good-sized application for whatever game I want to play him in on a regular basis. It's a cool character! He's fun, he has his quirks, and I think this might recharge my batteries some, role-play wise.
Though, I have to admit, there's things in the character history that I have yet to flesh out which need fleshing out RSN. I can do it. And, you know, I am good at this. I have a lot of fun writing stotries, even though some of you might not like others I've written. ;) Tough. I'm good at those stories, too.
My main problem is the following: I have no place to play him. I prefer MUSHes (real-time online gaming) as opposed to Bulletein Boards, simply because of that little streak if immediate gratification I tend to get. But, the two places I know of who have Garou characters and have a high-quality playerbase, I'm already on, and can't fit my character in, because the characters I have now are needed.
I haven't been sleeping well as it is, and I find myself often wondering what playing the character will be like. My imagination is vivid enough, and mentally playing out these scenes is just not helping. I do that to myself, I admit. I'm feeling...stuck. I mean, when I took my break from online gaming, I was supposed to put the car in Park.
But the gears are still turning. Shit...
Hey, if you know, help! :)
As for me, I should explain, for those not in the know. I am a player on a few online Role-Playing Games. I like it, I've been told I'm pretty good at it, and it's something I'm interested in. I have a few characters roaming around, which I play.
On January 1st, I took a break from online gaming, due to a massive amount of stress on my part. I've been feeling totally empty when I roleplay. It's that feeling I get, one of total unfulfillment, like I'm not getting out of it nearly as much as I put into it. Like my job, my friendships, and my Christmas Shopping.
The break is meant to be for a month, which gives me til the end of next week, and I've been holding up pretty well. Sometimes, after I've done my usual stuff, I find myself at a loss of what to do next, but I've been all right in general.
Except for this one problem: I have a new character idea. For those in the know, it's another Garou.
It's a new idea, and I've been having it run around in my head for the last few weeks. Been coming up with more of his personality and history every day, and I can easily hammer out a good-sized application for whatever game I want to play him in on a regular basis. It's a cool character! He's fun, he has his quirks, and I think this might recharge my batteries some, role-play wise.
Though, I have to admit, there's things in the character history that I have yet to flesh out which need fleshing out RSN. I can do it. And, you know, I am good at this. I have a lot of fun writing stotries, even though some of you might not like others I've written. ;) Tough. I'm good at those stories, too.
My main problem is the following: I have no place to play him. I prefer MUSHes (real-time online gaming) as opposed to Bulletein Boards, simply because of that little streak if immediate gratification I tend to get. But, the two places I know of who have Garou characters and have a high-quality playerbase, I'm already on, and can't fit my character in, because the characters I have now are needed.
I haven't been sleeping well as it is, and I find myself often wondering what playing the character will be like. My imagination is vivid enough, and mentally playing out these scenes is just not helping. I do that to myself, I admit. I'm feeling...stuck. I mean, when I took my break from online gaming, I was supposed to put the car in Park.
But the gears are still turning. Shit...
Hey, if you know, help! :)