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Unshakable.
Feb. 9th, 2002 11:24 amI've been in a good mood for the last few days. I mean, last night, I looked at some of the things that were depressing me earlier in the week, and there is no effect like there was. I like feeling like this, I'm finding out. I have a little more motivation to get through the day, for one.
As for today, I did another visit to the eye doctor, and I ordered contacts again, for the 6 months before my next checkup. I'll bewearing them on weekends, since wearing them at work causes irritation because the building has poor ventilation. But, I can deal with that.
Ok, talked to Greg, a gay friend of a straight friend. So, after being depressed, I made a decision. Next Saturday there's this Gay Bowling night at an alley not too far from here. I'm going. Meeting Greg at the mall about 6 PM, and car-pooling from there. I've met Greg before, so I trust him and all. I'm...excited about this. I mean, it's not too bad. Not as active as I'd like, but it's social, and interesting.
I haven't bowled in 2 years.
Though, talked to Mike, and he said he'd bowl with me tomorrow after his morning league. Need practice/pointers.
A friend said to me this week, "Carpe, and don't worry about what happens." Maybe I should, but I have unfinished business there, too.
This week: Got that tape of Secret of Nimh, and might watch it later. Good stuff. Got some mail out, and I'll go get my car inspected tomorrow, and get my taxes done, and find my bowling ball, for starters.
I got an out-of-the-blue IM from Cathy the other day. Cathy and I dated in college, and we still kept in touch since then, albeit sparingly. We didn't catch up much, but we did have a cool discussion, and I hope to talk to her again. (Yes, that's a hint.)
The hightlight, my personal fave exchange of the convo:
Cathy: You ever read my gay fiction?
Me: You ever read mine?
Cathy, if you're reading this, I have more, and I'm still a feedback slut. ;)
Ok, I admit it, I write gay fiction, and I sometimes post it to the Net. And, according to the feedback, I'm really good at it. I've been bulding a small e-mail list for anything new write, and I did have this one new story in mind...
Ok, played Champions last night, and had fun. Not much in the way of fights, but the group likes investigations, and I really feel like the game isn't meant to be 100% serious, which is a plus.
I've been calm, and I've been actually feeling happy the last few days.
GOd, help me, I want this to last...
As for today, I did another visit to the eye doctor, and I ordered contacts again, for the 6 months before my next checkup. I'll bewearing them on weekends, since wearing them at work causes irritation because the building has poor ventilation. But, I can deal with that.
Ok, talked to Greg, a gay friend of a straight friend. So, after being depressed, I made a decision. Next Saturday there's this Gay Bowling night at an alley not too far from here. I'm going. Meeting Greg at the mall about 6 PM, and car-pooling from there. I've met Greg before, so I trust him and all. I'm...excited about this. I mean, it's not too bad. Not as active as I'd like, but it's social, and interesting.
I haven't bowled in 2 years.
Though, talked to Mike, and he said he'd bowl with me tomorrow after his morning league. Need practice/pointers.
A friend said to me this week, "Carpe, and don't worry about what happens." Maybe I should, but I have unfinished business there, too.
This week: Got that tape of Secret of Nimh, and might watch it later. Good stuff. Got some mail out, and I'll go get my car inspected tomorrow, and get my taxes done, and find my bowling ball, for starters.
I got an out-of-the-blue IM from Cathy the other day. Cathy and I dated in college, and we still kept in touch since then, albeit sparingly. We didn't catch up much, but we did have a cool discussion, and I hope to talk to her again. (Yes, that's a hint.)
The hightlight, my personal fave exchange of the convo:
Cathy: You ever read my gay fiction?
Me: You ever read mine?
Cathy, if you're reading this, I have more, and I'm still a feedback slut. ;)
Ok, I admit it, I write gay fiction, and I sometimes post it to the Net. And, according to the feedback, I'm really good at it. I've been bulding a small e-mail list for anything new write, and I did have this one new story in mind...
Ok, played Champions last night, and had fun. Not much in the way of fights, but the group likes investigations, and I really feel like the game isn't meant to be 100% serious, which is a plus.
I've been calm, and I've been actually feeling happy the last few days.
GOd, help me, I want this to last...