Just once.

Work in a little bit, as I usually do on Mondays. I keep trying to figure out how much free time I actually have left, so I can use it sometime and get some time to think things through again.

Is it selfish to want, just once, something to happen and you don't have to initiate it? You know, you're there, just sitting around, and a note shows up, or flowers, or something. I dunno. Sometimes, I need to let my guard down, bad.