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Dec. 29th, 2002 10:43 pmYou know, I really wanted one thing for x-mas this year.
Actual plans for New Year's Eve.
But, looks like, AGAIN, they're not going to happen. Nothing cool, anyway. See, what I want are the cool types of parties, where things happen, and there's no family members in sight (with certain cousins excluded from this rule of course. You're reading it, hon).
But...haven't I done enough already? Didn't I go through enough crap that maybe at the end of this sucky year, I deserve a break?
I'm so tired of being left out, or being behind everyone else. I'm sick of being a social reject.
I want to look forward to life again.
Actual plans for New Year's Eve.
But, looks like, AGAIN, they're not going to happen. Nothing cool, anyway. See, what I want are the cool types of parties, where things happen, and there's no family members in sight (with certain cousins excluded from this rule of course. You're reading it, hon).
But...haven't I done enough already? Didn't I go through enough crap that maybe at the end of this sucky year, I deserve a break?
I'm so tired of being left out, or being behind everyone else. I'm sick of being a social reject.
I want to look forward to life again.