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Oct. 1st, 2004
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Oct. 1st, 2004 02:35 pm2:30. I have gaming tonight, which since it's a new beginning, might turn out to be something pretty cool. The GM is easygoing, and I get to relax and RP to have fun and not have to dig through a clue-lacking plotline where we're supposed to make a few hundred leaps in logic to get to the right outcome (i.e. Survive). I don't need that kinda pressure.
Had one of those really bad dreams last night, that went on and on and on, but even as I sit here awake now, I have only flashes of memory again. Like, seeing a crash, seeing everything I know now stripped away with change. Brick walls, tenements, watching fall into disarray once again and feeling utterly helpless to stop it. I woke up, and wanted to call, to say something, to express, and there was no one there. Kinda used to that, or I should be getting used to it, so I'll cope.
Had one of those really bad dreams last night, that went on and on and on, but even as I sit here awake now, I have only flashes of memory again. Like, seeing a crash, seeing everything I know now stripped away with change. Brick walls, tenements, watching fall into disarray once again and feeling utterly helpless to stop it. I woke up, and wanted to call, to say something, to express, and there was no one there. Kinda used to that, or I should be getting used to it, so I'll cope.
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Oct. 1st, 2004 05:23 pmWent to wander off to think, let my mind wander, fell asleep. Nightmares again....bloody fucking hell. *shiver* God...