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dewingedWell, it is Tuesday, isn't it? I think so. The last few days of work have made me feel like this week will about ten days long, and with what I have to look forward to this weekend, I have this feeling it's going to get longer.
This bowling thing Saturday...ok, so I am nervous. I know, I'm going to get that speech of 'Don't expect things to happen' or 'just go and have fun,' but there /are/ things I want/need to happen, just to make sure that I'm not doing any of this for nothing. Christ, I don't want to end up bowling with all the losers Saturday. I'm so sick of that...
I don't get this. I've been trying to keep my good mood bouyed, and it just failed today, and I feel like I'm back where I started. I mean, I was riding such a high all weekend, and I wonder why it just couldn't last? Why?
And Saturday. God, I keep wanting to say that was fate lending a hand... Ok, the Saturday before, I went to my friend's gaming store for a private party for their LARP. I told y'all about this. I had fun, and this one guy had caught my eye that night. I talked to him briefly then, but I stayed mostly closed up, despite being way exhuberant during the Munchkin game (Hey, I won). It was odd.
Ok, that was last week. Fast forward to this past Saturday. I had talked to Christine (her and her husband own the store) and told her about this mysterious quiet young man who had gotten my attention. She knows, you see. I had a name, but she couldn't place the face. I was kinda expecting it, actually. Nothing works right when it comes to me.
So, Saturday, I stop at the store again because I'm all levels of bored. Figured I'd bust around on their computers or something. I walk in, grab a soda, and sit down next to Christine.
Christine: Hey, Kyle. They guy over there at the computer in the corner. Is that the one you were talking about?
I believe in fate. Or I want, to anyway. It was him. He was with a few friends, just visiting. We did get to talk for a little. His name is Michael, and i wonder what it is with that name, lately? :)
So, I have Christine doing discreet investigations for me,. but there's a part of me that lacks confidence again for it.
Besides, I'm going bowling Saturday. Aren't I? Shouldn't I be excited?
Well?
This bowling thing Saturday...ok, so I am nervous. I know, I'm going to get that speech of 'Don't expect things to happen' or 'just go and have fun,' but there /are/ things I want/need to happen, just to make sure that I'm not doing any of this for nothing. Christ, I don't want to end up bowling with all the losers Saturday. I'm so sick of that...
I don't get this. I've been trying to keep my good mood bouyed, and it just failed today, and I feel like I'm back where I started. I mean, I was riding such a high all weekend, and I wonder why it just couldn't last? Why?
And Saturday. God, I keep wanting to say that was fate lending a hand... Ok, the Saturday before, I went to my friend's gaming store for a private party for their LARP. I told y'all about this. I had fun, and this one guy had caught my eye that night. I talked to him briefly then, but I stayed mostly closed up, despite being way exhuberant during the Munchkin game (Hey, I won). It was odd.
Ok, that was last week. Fast forward to this past Saturday. I had talked to Christine (her and her husband own the store) and told her about this mysterious quiet young man who had gotten my attention. She knows, you see. I had a name, but she couldn't place the face. I was kinda expecting it, actually. Nothing works right when it comes to me.
So, Saturday, I stop at the store again because I'm all levels of bored. Figured I'd bust around on their computers or something. I walk in, grab a soda, and sit down next to Christine.
Christine: Hey, Kyle. They guy over there at the computer in the corner. Is that the one you were talking about?
I believe in fate. Or I want, to anyway. It was him. He was with a few friends, just visiting. We did get to talk for a little. His name is Michael, and i wonder what it is with that name, lately? :)
So, I have Christine doing discreet investigations for me,. but there's a part of me that lacks confidence again for it.
Besides, I'm going bowling Saturday. Aren't I? Shouldn't I be excited?
Well?