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[dewinged]

I'm still glum. Have been for a while now, and stuffing the feelings down because explaining my wants/needs still has the mental equivalent of painting bullseyes over my soul with little signs that say 'Stick Knife here.'

Went gaming last night. And...it was okay. The same old game.

With the same players.

With the same characters.

Doing the same things.

The same old jokes.

The same old...everything.

I mean, I'm involved in, like, 5 RL games, and...it's the same stuff. I try to vary my own characters, and I think I do a decent job, but...like I said, the same old people.

What I want to do is take the lot of you and bring you here, and just make he world slightly better that way. I'd...give a lot, if I could, for something that I'd be safe/comfortable with.

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[foxfyre.livejournal.com]

*snugs* Poor dear. That's a terrible way to feel. But at least you know you have us out here to support you, even if we can't be there in person. It's something, yes?

I'd make the obligatory attempt to lure you to Seattle (as I do with everybody I like hanging out with), but I'm afraid there's not much to offer. ^_^;