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Feb. 18th, 2004 02:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dewinged-1:36 PM
Would that I could, I feel like I have tonight's plans mapped out to almost the last possible second, finally getting a balance I can deal with. Good. Also, need to stop and get comics on the way home, and if my shop doesn't have New Mutants again I'll...just go to another shop I know of on the way home and get it there. Best thing to do there is call my own shop first to see what I'm getting this week. :)
Odd, because in the past I would get really angry over small things. For a while, I've been letting a lot of stuff slide. Not everything, but it's more that I usually go in armed with a backup plan or idea in case the first one doesn't pan out right away. Hell, I have been surprising myself by my own actions as of late. It's one of those 'when did I start thinking like that?' or 'Why am I not letting myself get upset by something' kind of things. It's a weird feeling: I feel more in tune and yet more disconnected from the rest of...well, everyone. I want to say 'a different level' but that implies 'up or down' which is the same as 'above or below' which isn't what I'm trying to get at. Look as it more as...parallel, but not along the same line.
Would that I could, I feel like I have tonight's plans mapped out to almost the last possible second, finally getting a balance I can deal with. Good. Also, need to stop and get comics on the way home, and if my shop doesn't have New Mutants again I'll...just go to another shop I know of on the way home and get it there. Best thing to do there is call my own shop first to see what I'm getting this week. :)
Odd, because in the past I would get really angry over small things. For a while, I've been letting a lot of stuff slide. Not everything, but it's more that I usually go in armed with a backup plan or idea in case the first one doesn't pan out right away. Hell, I have been surprising myself by my own actions as of late. It's one of those 'when did I start thinking like that?' or 'Why am I not letting myself get upset by something' kind of things. It's a weird feeling: I feel more in tune and yet more disconnected from the rest of...well, everyone. I want to say 'a different level' but that implies 'up or down' which is the same as 'above or below' which isn't what I'm trying to get at. Look as it more as...parallel, but not along the same line.
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Date: 2004-02-18 12:12 pm (UTC)And not getting upset over everything is a Good Change. More balanced, IMHO. :)