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Apr. 5th, 2004 02:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dewinged-11:30 AM
It wouldn't get to me if it had been different. Gaming Friday can't be at our usual place ebcause it's Good Friday, which is fine, and something we know to watch out for every year. So, instead of postponing the lost game to some other Friday convenient for us, they're putting it at Mike's house. Even after I offered up a perfectly reasonable suggestion. So, I've decided to skip the game instead of going out of my way to the house of someone I'm pretty much ashamed to associate with anyway. It's not even important.
What gets me...what drives me, is if that this was for online stuff, I'd have been listened to. If folks said no, I'd have gotten a reason, but at least I wouldn't have been ignored. So, natch, I'm going to give more attention to the areas where I'm not treated like a piece of garbage. Gee, go figure.
I find that I'm annoyed with myself today because I haven't written anything in a few weeks. I did have the time this morning (Work's not that bad), but I keep stalling, and staring at the screen trying to get my characters to move. It's not working, and I have a lot of it in my head and I hate the idea of leaving things unfinished. I have enough of that.
It wouldn't get to me if it had been different. Gaming Friday can't be at our usual place ebcause it's Good Friday, which is fine, and something we know to watch out for every year. So, instead of postponing the lost game to some other Friday convenient for us, they're putting it at Mike's house. Even after I offered up a perfectly reasonable suggestion. So, I've decided to skip the game instead of going out of my way to the house of someone I'm pretty much ashamed to associate with anyway. It's not even important.
What gets me...what drives me, is if that this was for online stuff, I'd have been listened to. If folks said no, I'd have gotten a reason, but at least I wouldn't have been ignored. So, natch, I'm going to give more attention to the areas where I'm not treated like a piece of garbage. Gee, go figure.
I find that I'm annoyed with myself today because I haven't written anything in a few weeks. I did have the time this morning (Work's not that bad), but I keep stalling, and staring at the screen trying to get my characters to move. It's not working, and I have a lot of it in my head and I hate the idea of leaving things unfinished. I have enough of that.
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Date: 2004-04-05 01:12 pm (UTC)