Pain-hurt

[dewinged]

We laughed until we had to cry
And we loved right down to our last good-bye
We were the best I think will ever be
Just you and me, for just a moment.

We chased that dream we never found
And sometimes we let one another down.
But the love we made, made everything alright
We shone so bright, for just a moment.

Time goes on - people touch and they're gone
And you and I will never love again, like we did then.

Someday when we both reminisce,
We'll both say there wasn't too much we missed
And through the tears, we'll smile when we recall
That we had it all - for just a moment.

Time goes on - people touch and they're are gone
But you and I will never really end,
Will never love again, like we did then.

We laughed until we had to cry, and we loved right down to
our last good-bye.

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I haven't heard this song in a while, and only decided to download it today. And...fuck I'm crying. And it's been a while since I found myself able to, and there's no one here to make it stop.
I find myself with a feeling of...loss that I can't readily put into the right words. I'm angry with myself, upset, and feeling like I'm in a plastic bubble again. Because I never win, I think. I don't know.