My own doing.

[dewinged]

Well, I know I haven't posted in a few days. I haven't had all that much going on in my life to really go running around yelling about, like I normally do. Not a whole great many things have changed, and even if stuff isn't really positive some of the time, I've been having this...block, let's say. It's not bothering me. I'm actually letting any bad stuff just roll off, finding comfort in the places and people where I know it will be given freely, without any issues, and being happy with that. I've actually been in a good mood for a while, now. It's kinda eerie, considering.

Of course, I haven't been sleeping early, either. No, I'm not going to blame the people I RP with online. At any time, I can always type "QUIT" and log off, but I don't. SOmetimes, I can do that, but others there's some inveestment in the scene, time-wise or emotionally or both, and I feel leaving at a certain point is bad form. It's my own choice, my own doing. And, when all is said and done, it's my responsibility. I haven't been completely non-functional, so I'm not screwing up everything. Besides, it's fun.

Granted, I have at least 2 scenes planned tonight, with another in mind depending on who's on where. Of course, I said that last night forgetting I was working a later shift today, and I won't be home til 8 PM my time (which screwed me up last night because I left 1 scene and a potential 2nd because I forgot my shift change today). But, I'm typing it here so I remind myself, and alert the concerned parties. See you later. :)

Comments

[raemonde.livejournal.com]

Personally, I don't mind if people have to log off. I mean, it still sucks, but I always say, "Real life is the priority, not vice-versa". In fact, it's why I've cut back on my own connectivity. =P

.Rae

[elsewhere7.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Just sometimes rescheduling is such a bitch, though. Depending on the time zone difference. And RL is why I stayed connected, sometimes. Reality really /does/ bite, don'cha know.

[raka.livejournal.com]

You should totally log onto AIM more though so I can pester you. I've had a few thoughts about characters and thought to ask you but still never see you around. So I demand more time! :)

[elsewhere7.livejournal.com]

I don't normally boot up AIM when I klog in, I admit. But, I gave you the MU* addy, so feel free to log on and ask people. The one I recommended has cool news files, and the people there are a friendly bunch.