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Oct. 18th, 2002 09:30 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dewingedWell, I game tonight, as I usually do on Fridays, and I'm okay with it. The one D&D game I was in that I thought was going to be cancelled was just relocated for tomorrow, even if...nah, I'll get into that another time. I might go rebellion in that game, against the [party in an out-of-game manner, especially since I don't like the way the players are. I was discussing it on a MUSH last night, and someone told me "They're not worthy of you." But, when it's the only game in town... Rather have a group of more...ahem, people like me. So, get the game, and the social prospects and all that stuff I so very, very deserve right frakin' now.
I wonder...what is worthy of me, when all I can think of, sometimes, is how I don't feel worthy to have some of the friends I do have now. Like...why do they like me? What do they see?
And, enxt Saturday, yet another game. God forbid we do somethiong else, you know. Though, it's close to halloween, and we'd get experience points if we dressed up as our character in the game. But, as I'm playing a halfling, I'm not doing it. That would mean I'd be walking around on my knees all night, and I need a better promise than experience points in order to get me to do that... ;)
Ok, going to work now.
I wonder...what is worthy of me, when all I can think of, sometimes, is how I don't feel worthy to have some of the friends I do have now. Like...why do they like me? What do they see?
And, enxt Saturday, yet another game. God forbid we do somethiong else, you know. Though, it's close to halloween, and we'd get experience points if we dressed up as our character in the game. But, as I'm playing a halfling, I'm not doing it. That would mean I'd be walking around on my knees all night, and I need a better promise than experience points in order to get me to do that... ;)
Ok, going to work now.