Randomosity.
Feb. 25th, 2002 06:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dewingedSee, Greg told me a few weeks ago that I over-worry everything. I really should have spoken my mind and explained that if I don't think about what's buggine me, no one else will, because no one else has. Yet.
Today, at work, the air system suddenly turned off. It was about 4:45 when this happened, and it was vlowing cold air in anyway, so it was a relief. But it was the wierdest feeling, not hearing the vents in the background of my job. It was like I was partially deaf, and got part of my hearing back, and for that little while I was more of a person than I am.
Note to self: Download 'Hide' by Creed at first opportunity. Play on eventual first date with someone and dance with them to the song.
I can tell you what hurts: waking up in the morning, and knowing that, of all the people in the world, you come first in none of their hearts. Does it really give me a reason at all to try and get through the day?
Today, at work, the air system suddenly turned off. It was about 4:45 when this happened, and it was vlowing cold air in anyway, so it was a relief. But it was the wierdest feeling, not hearing the vents in the background of my job. It was like I was partially deaf, and got part of my hearing back, and for that little while I was more of a person than I am.
Note to self: Download 'Hide' by Creed at first opportunity. Play on eventual first date with someone and dance with them to the song.
I can tell you what hurts: waking up in the morning, and knowing that, of all the people in the world, you come first in none of their hearts. Does it really give me a reason at all to try and get through the day?