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May. 6th, 2003 02:10 pm1:33 PM-
One can tell when they're not dealing with it when they're using their job to 'not think' or to make the time pass. Which, for a paycheck, is pretty much what I find myself doing. There's been some departmental changed, which does seem to leave a person with a touch more free time than usual, but I try not to think about it too much. Mostly, I do want to go home right now, but I do not feel sick, we're short two people (One is sick, and one hasn't been in in weeks, and seeing her around is like trying to spot Bigfoot). I'll survive. And lunch is almost around.
Personally? Wish I had something more exciting to really talk about. WHich is odd, because I find myself holding back in conversation a lot. Some of it in my RL is that I don't want to risk my own life just to get a word or ten in, even if some people need to sorely hear some of what I'm thinking.
One can tell when they're not dealing with it when they're using their job to 'not think' or to make the time pass. Which, for a paycheck, is pretty much what I find myself doing. There's been some departmental changed, which does seem to leave a person with a touch more free time than usual, but I try not to think about it too much. Mostly, I do want to go home right now, but I do not feel sick, we're short two people (One is sick, and one hasn't been in in weeks, and seeing her around is like trying to spot Bigfoot). I'll survive. And lunch is almost around.
Personally? Wish I had something more exciting to really talk about. WHich is odd, because I find myself holding back in conversation a lot. Some of it in my RL is that I don't want to risk my own life just to get a word or ten in, even if some people need to sorely hear some of what I'm thinking.
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:looks afraid as it suddenly dawns on him: